I gained it all back.
I got admitted to a therapy for my low weight (minor therapy, i’m not going to get hospitalized or anything) and was put under supervision/weekly weigh-ins.
So, I’m back up to 118.8 and I can’t even function properly. I haven’t really eaten that much but my metabolism has taken a serious beating.
This question does not offend me at all! I’m more than happy to open up a discussion about this, since it is definitely the first thing on a lot of women’s minds when it comes to weight loss.
Unfortunately, the truth is that a lot of women lose weight from their breasts first. I know a lot of women that have tried to lose weight and end up losing their breasts first. This is sort of a sad reality not a lot of people like to mention.
My breasts were a 32DD when I started and remained so until I got to around 110, and then they got down to a 32C, so in reality they did not shrink much. Many would claim I’m lucky to have been able to keep my breasts but I actually had a system.
When I first lost weight (way before this blog, I’ve yo-yo’d because of depression) I lost my boobs instantly. They got down to like….a b before I even started to look like I lost weight. I think this was mostly due to the fact that I was starving as opposed to portion control and exercise.
When i started my journey via this blog, I was still having issues with being able to eat but I did push-ups and pull-ups and any other exercise that helps stimulate your pectoral muscles. In the end it was obvious that it helped tighten that tissue and although my chest had shrunk a bit, it actually made it look a thousand times better.
In the end, I can’t promise your boobs won’t go anywhere, because they might, but try to do exercises that stimulate your pectorals because it will help what you have looks perky and wonderful just in case you don’t have the type of frame that let’s breast tissue remain even after you start losing fat!
but I only weigh 101.2 right now.
though I’ve been starving for two weeks because I literally can’t afford food.
I don’t doubt i’ll gain quite a bit back, but right now I feel happier than I have in a really, really long time.
but trust me, I don’t look it. I’m in no way doubting that it’s just my body eating my muscle off my bones. I still look like I weigh 120.
and only semi-failing.
I broke down and got Arby’s the other day but it is my time of the month, so I’m too pissed off and hungry to really be able to beat myself up about it.
I got on the scale today and it said 114.8 but a lot of that is probably water weight, so hopefully i’m back down to 112 or at least 113 by the time my period is over.
I recently got contacted by a man I’ve been….well, hopelessly attracted to in a while and we connected at a party. He frequents the same house party as I do (it’s at the same house) and soon that house is going to be opening up their pool so I obviously have to look incredibly attractive because this man is the epitome of everything I wish I could have but I can’t because i’m out of shape. Ugh.
my deadline was my 21st birthday and that was a month ago.
looks like i’m sure as shit not going to the beach this year.
Can’t stand to show my shame. Ugh.
It’s payday.. you know what that means!
Follow the directions to a T! Take the one, and one more 6-8 hours later. Then after the first week take 2 then 1 8 hours later (some people switch that, that works too).
Otherwise, if you start off with 2 you’ll get some crazy sweats and feel like you’re takin cocaine (but TOO MUCH COCAINE so you’re freaking out haha).
Got up to 123.6 last month and I was really upset with myself.
But i’m back down to 116.2 right now, and I finally got a new bottle of OxyElite Pro.
That shit is crazy once you’re off it for a while and go back on it.
My scale said 116.2 but I think I’m probably lighter, only because my belly fat is all gone and that little bump on the right side is my hipbone, not a love handle (for once)
Turned out Adapexin might have been helping me gain weight which is upsetting. Never taking that again!
I hate my breasts, they had gotten so small when I was down to 110 (a low C cup) and now they’re back into DD (almost E) territory. I often wear a sports bra over my bras but now i’m just so frustrated that I just wear a sports bra. I want them to disappear.
and it was for both plus size models and regular models. I went to the plus size casting and when I went up, showed them my book, and did the walk they told me that I was not a plus size model. But, they said they liked me a lot…
So they sent me over to the other casting and gve me to those two people.
Then this woman told me in a very snarky voice that I am “not a regular model, I think you meant to go to the plus size casting”
Then the plus size casting lady came to this woman and told her I’m a size 4, I’m a regular model for their agency. Then they had some whispers and I was asked to go home.
I just feel frustrated. I hate modeling. I don’t want to do it professionally, I just wanted to try. The modeling agencies seem to think no one exists as a size 4-7. I honestly don’t understand.
